Zillion dreams.

In a small hand rests a zillion dreams so much to acquire so many to conquer my path covered in mist I need to find myself again gather my slippers walk once more look for a cloud that can carry me far move my heart and rest my soul. Advertisements

save me.

am infatuated again help me unlearn this feeling for I seem to be falling deeper dear lord…

walk away.

leave me after a touch I am ugly after all not your average girl, you see my mirror my enemy seems to be unlovable since long I remain the same my words none special my soul a┬ádeserted place leave my world walk away if you can this heart has seen too much hate its broken…

never loved.

his eyes display an unprecedented hate not on me, neither my face but somewhere inside I knew his feet shall diverge from mine his silent slips, and forced sips rugged tones and hurried moans that hand that got taken away with a lame excuse I knew since long my unworthy state in his forlorn mind…

write my pain.

I write about my pain as if it were alien to me my world striped apart from my emotions like a ball of glass with a thousand butterflies inside suffocating a slow death that’s me inside, can you not see the extent to which pathetic I can be I deserve not your love nobody’s for…

miss.

I don’t know love never did yet a glimpse of you can blind me of the whole world for a second making you glitter in my eyes making me so ashamed that I look away wanting to escape or else I would die of embarrassment tell me not its love cause I just missed it.

dear blog.

after I sleep and before awake I think of you in me I know I have poured my pain upon your stainless pages I regret nothing again I know you shall carry my weight upon a far away moon raging like a solar wind that wraps the earth you shall impress my words far away…

his love.

loves me he my only one, so shy bewildered I stand on my own two feet i his shifting eyes his tender touch that winning look when I smile his love, my joy when I rise, he rises with me my descend followed by his like waves we collide upon the shore of life his…