no money.

having an empty heart is like an empty pocket both drain motivation like rain waters through sewage nothing in the hands wounds the mind a disease persistent one of its kind the more the world sparkles the more this illness grows the farther i walk the feebler my woes energy falls away like change and…

de-vista.

when the morning sun hits my exhausted eyes something deep in me cries a long slumber shudders at the thought of a day filled with light of a street filled with smiles i am not an enemy of goodness yet i hate sweets and smiles too much of it poisons my throat and i suffocate…

having loved.

what some see at the end of it all, sera there is hardly a point though its not pointless as such holding hands feeling warmth heartbeats rising and all sorts of thoughts such long journeys taken through life just to hold on to a feeling having loved one knows perhaps a lot more of life…

embarrassed.

how small my face weirdly shaped my meek gaze following the breeze passing i won’t hate this but its tickling me the shame that follows is puzzling me leave me to be let the disgust be just mine if it were not i would not be myself believe in me, please just be blind to…

heat of october.

on a long road the crystals glow farther and farther my image floats i needlessly go on and on as if endlessness is my fate, my time is tied to none nothing scratches my face anymore pain’s painfulness being all a vain i am merely an object of my shadows, you know i am journeying…

saffron rain.

how incredible my heart and your beat in it the scattering day as it reaches an end i look for a place to catch time a time where i can see you disappear slowly into nothingness inside me the drops though seem to tear you into a million droplets, your image dispersed i am finding…

i graduated.

i graduated from the rust i stroll through the dust my wings seem broken yet my soul’s still afloat i am living like someone else yet seeing as i myself am my eyes touch the world and return to me with the rest of my smile although i hide i know i can no longer…