the courage to like myself

i know that you wonder how to like someone else but i often contemplate how to like my own self the courage that i need to see myself and smile the dare to shake off sadness when i am left by my own the joy of living with me when no one else cares…

I love you more because…

I know you are someone Who would let go of me Hold someone else The moment I’m gone Yet I still feel my heart Beating for you My eyes searching For your passing shadows As if nothing else matters When I walk with you Scared of reaching out I walk beside thinking Of how I…

Messy heartbeats

Somewhere in me is a messy heartbeat Making all this noise Pointless beating Ruthless pains riding My feet tremble as I walk As if I am about to die As if that’s the sole rest My destiny in a moment That would never arrive My soul in a cage Trapped for eternity…

Taking me on a verge

It’s not his fault Is what I want to believe His hand, his thought, Is a magical seam Gathering me slowly from A nonexistent realm Pushing me into a corner Where I can’t hide and dream Who knows where he will take me The joy of his words Make me find in him a friend,…

My Turning Point.

You know sometimes I am walking a path I don’t know of Sometimes I feel like I can cry But don’t know why Life throws surprises at you When you expect the least You start doing things Cause you want to believe Eventually after a long journey it seems I have found a path that…

A reason, at last…

After a really long time, I have a reason now to come back here. When life gives you what you always asked for, yet not really expected to have, you are taken aback with the swiftness of time and the pace of life and the unpredictability that plagues your thoughts as you make that transition….

Who are you?

When someone questions your very way of life, what do you do? When someone questions your very identity and proves to you that everything you are is away from normal, away from the way things should be, what should you do? Can you still stay sane when all that you stand for is taken away…

can’t help but love

somethings about you may draw out of people a deep disgust for you yet, they define you in ways you cannot deny you love yourself for reasons that the world will never accept and that is fine with you your space in this universe solely occupied by your body a chunk of air that was…

when you realize that you were wrong…

sadly enough time cannot rewind itself nor can one heal the wounds of a kind heart’s biography its as immortal as conscience almost as much as the spirit like shadows cast upon light or scars made on pure intentions it remains to be a mark of the dark and unforgettable and you know it was your fault…

non-failure is not equal to success.

you think you failed you didn’t you think you succeeded and you did not a grey block is where you stand while watching life moving on and lagging behind at the same time you cannot do anything about it cause you were born ‘average’ a dangerous word indeed cause those who failed can succeed their…

sublimation.

absorbed on a page are your pains those dark waters of unconscious blisters held by paper your poems are not alien they cannot be abstract because they did not come from a foreign planet but from your very own deeds your joys the tides and sadness the ebbs weave the diagram that you project we…

impressions.

stained me standeth their gaze carving my form the clouds clear to spot the sun right above my head scorching me with their burning judgments do I have to oblige to what you shape me to be am I not free enough to commit a sin merely for the sake of self protection I wonder…