happy rainy night of dreams and wishes 2018

Its been 4 years since my heart grew and so did my home i am away from home yet so close to my dreams that its lovely to be me today, finally, i am glad to be myself after years of desperation and years of failures years of lost hope and self-doubt i have reached…

white fluffy clouds passing…

on a pure white day where the sun hangs above your head everything feels calm and light as if darkness was never really there and that is when i look below to see my shadow disappearing and think to myself how change derails sadness and how things that move, never die inside of me, i…

the courage to like myself

i know that you wonder how to like someone else but i often contemplate how to like my own self the courage that i need to see myself and smile the dare to shake off sadness when i am left by my own the joy of living with me when no one else cares…

I love you more because…

I know you are someone Who would let go of me Hold someone else The moment I’m gone Yet I still feel my heart Beating for you My eyes searching For your passing shadows As if nothing else matters When I walk with you Scared of reaching out I walk beside thinking Of how I…

Messy heartbeats

Somewhere in me is a messy heartbeat Making all this noise Pointless beating Ruthless pains riding My feet tremble as I walk As if I am about to die As if that’s the sole rest My destiny in a moment That would never arrive My soul in a cage Trapped for eternity…

Taking me on a verge

It’s not his fault Is what I want to believe His hand, his thought, Is a magical seam Gathering me slowly from A nonexistent realm Pushing me into a corner Where I can’t hide and dream Who knows where he will take me The joy of his words Make me find in him a friend,…

My Turning Point.

You know sometimes I am walking a path I don’t know of Sometimes I feel like I can cry But don’t know why Life throws surprises at you When you expect the least You start doing things Cause you want to believe Eventually after a long journey it seems I have found a path that…

A reason, at last…

After a really long time, I have a reason now to come back here. When life gives you what you always asked for, yet not really expected to have, you are taken aback with the swiftness of time and the pace of life and the unpredictability that plagues your thoughts as you make that transition….

the right to forget and not forgive.

I am wounded still though a year passed someone somewhere is a culprit of the mess he has made of me how can I forgive, I cannot but can I forget, I must like clouds moving on to dissipate my heart’s moisture too must fall dry I must remember that life is short and time…

Who are you?

When someone questions your very way of life, what do you do? When someone questions your very identity and proves to you that everything you are is away from normal, away from the way things should be, what should you do? Can you still stay sane when all that you stand for is taken away…

sweet November.

Oh that love that was lost last November still in disease over something so vague the morning mist and a melody are sufficient to remind me of a face, someone I loved perhaps But could never ascertain Who knows where life will take him where will this journey lead me I wonder only a sweet…

can’t help but love

somethings about you may draw out of people a deep disgust for you yet, they define you in ways you cannot deny you love yourself for reasons that the world will never accept and that is fine with you your space in this universe solely occupied by your body a chunk of air that was…